Valentines day~ :D

Happy valentines day everyone! <3

I would have cooked something special...

But I've been at school XP

So, your gift is...

SOME WEIRD 14-YEAR OLD WITH A FLOWER IN HER HAIR!



Oh wait that's me ^^;

I'm not wearing makeup because I had a hard time putting my contacts in and didn't have enough time :(

I don't know if you can see it in that picture, but one of my eyes is red XP

Not sure why.

Oh, and I got the flower from school.

I THOUGHT it was from a secret admirerer, but it turns out it was from the office ladies.

They give flowers to girls that no one bought any for <_<

Poor me :(

Poor poor unloved me...

lol just kidding xD

I'm really bored.

...

lalala....

Kay bye.

P.S. I'm super duper sorry I don't post a lot D:

Just a lot of family problems and school stress. Sorry :(

Rambling :P

Hey guys! :D

I know I haven't been on since...forever

Because I've been really stressing with school :(

It seems that all of a sudden, I'm getting a lot more homework D:

So, I can't go online a lot :(

I'm very sorry ^^;

But anyway...

I never got to talk about the stuff I got for christmas :D

I got a new computer

Fruits Basket Ultimate Edition: 6



3 Natsu Natsu Mini Berryz



Some candy

And a whole bunch of Tinker Bell stuff :)

So, it was a pretty awesome christmas ^^

But the best thing is that my brithday is coming up :D

And I hope to get

GAME - Perfume



A Finn (from Adventure Time) hat





And...that's pretty much it ^^;

Or anything Zuko/Avatar related :D

Because I recently became obbsessed with Avatar: The Last Airbender >.<

My best friend, Lydia, was watching it with her siblings at her house, and I came over, and just started watching it with them :P

I thought it was hilarious and awesome, so when I went home, I started watching it on the computer :D

Sooo....now I'm obbsessed ^^

Not that I care.



ISN'T AANG SEXY?! xD

Okay changing topics (again)

I lost weight ^^

Aren't I so proud of me?

But now none of my jeans fit <_<

...and niether do my belts ^^;

*embarressed*

And also, I think something my be wrong with my contacts and/or eyes :(

Because no matter what, whenever I put my contacts in, my eyes turn very red and itchy :(

I tried different contacts, cleaning the case, giving my eyes a break from wearing them, but nothing works.

So I just wear my glasses.

But my fake eyelashes get in the way when I wear my glasses <_<

And they're the main thing about my whole gyaru makeup, so I just don't wear makeup :(

But getting ready for school is a lot quicker xD

And I need to stop typing xD

Kay, bye~~~~~

P.S.



<3

More Christmas talk + PANDA :3

Heeey guyssss~

I am soo excited for Christmas!! :D

Especially since I already know what I'm getting ;) -shot-

My mom makes it too obvious xD

So, I'm getting a new computer, 3 Natsu Mini Berryz <3 <3 <3, some clothes, more clothes, even more clothes... :P

Yeah, that's basically it ^^;

But I'm SUPER excited about getting a new computer! :D

Because then, I can play my Nancy Drew games that I love <3


^
This ones my favorite <333

You see, I've had a few of these games, and they're really really fun :D

But I can never finish them because my computer monitor makes the screen really dark :(

And since these games are supposed to be scary, they're really dark.

But I can't see half of what I'm doing ^^;

So that's the main reason I'm super excited :D

And now for some pictures!!



This is my Christmas panda :3 HE'S SO CUTE~





Two kind-of recent pictures of me :P I don't have super-recent ones because I've been sick XP

P.S. I bought bottom lashes :DDD



Me being...well, me xD



Me and my panda <3 He's quite large O.o

Kay~

Kthnksbye!

Christmas Stuff + Survey thing Mimi did xD

Hiiiii!!!!

Sorry I haven't done the makeup tutorial yet ^^;

I've been busy, and my camera's battery is almost dead ;w;

Anyway, last Saturday, my family went to go get our christmas tree!! :D

A real one! <3

This is it before I decorated it...



So boring XP

And this is it AFTER I decorated it!



So pretty! <3

Do you like it? Because I do <333

Close up!



My favorite ornament! <3



I call him MR. GINGERBREAD DUDE! :3

Isn't he cute?? <3 xD

Uhh...what else...

Oooohhh yeah!

I decorated my room!!



PRETTYFUL!

Close up!



Heehee, you can see my Momusu poster! <3

And I put pretty garland on my dresser!



Pretty~!

Aaaand me in front of my lights!



Sorry it's dark -.-

So that's all my christmad stuff (so far)

And one of my best friends Milva did this survey thing on her blog and I have nothing better to do...meh.

Random Questions About Yourself. Created by xprepsarehazardsx and taken 2393 times on Bzoink
Do You?....
Bite Your Nails?:	I used to :P
Have Nightmares Often?:	I have dreams all the time, but they're mostly weird, not scary xD
Find Yourself Typing LiKe DiS OfTeN?:	Never
Swear?:	...sometimes
Have Friends?:	Of course!! :D
Have Any Phobias?:	Claustrophobia XP
Have Any Disorders?:	Kinda :P
Have Suicidal Thoughts Often?:	No
Like The Way You Look?:	With makeup xD
Think Your Attractive?:	No, I'm too...wide.
Play Any Sports?:	Does dancing count?
Have Friends You Don't Really Like?:	Yes xD
Get Along With Your Parents?:	Almost always <3
Have Your Own Computer?:	I wish ;w;
Random...
What Color Is Your Room?:	Blue
What Was The Last Thing You Said?:	BAAAAAABYYY~~ (my mom just got a new baby and he's sooo cute!! <3)
Who Was The Last Person You Talked To Over The Internet?:	I'm not sure ^^;
What Was The Last Thing You Ate Today?:	Hot Cocoa
Do You Know All The People Who Are On Your MySpace As Friends?:	I don't have a MySpace xD
Are You Single?:	No :)
Do You Like This Quiz So Far?:	Sure, why not xD
Have You Ever?...
Been In Love, Truely?:	Yes <3
Been Heartbroken?:	...I think so, when I was still delusional xD Wait, what?
Broke Someones Heart?:	I hope not!
Wished You Could Go Back In Time?:	OMG YEAH
Made A Mistake?:	Doesn't everyone?
Been Called A Poser, Prep, Emo, Goth, Punk, Gangster, Ect?:	Some dude went up to me once and said "OMG YOU LOOK GOTH" and I was like "WTF I'M LIKE THE HAPPIEST PERSON I KNOW!" xD
Labeled Someone?:	...maybe...
Missed Someone Who Dumped You ALOT?:	What? xD
Wondered If Someone You Loved, Loved You Back?:	Yes
Loved Someone Who Was Taken?:	YES :(((
Been Confused By Someone If They Like You Or Not?:	All the time! xD
Do You?...
Like Alot Of Music?:	I guess xD
Like System Of A Down?:	No
Like Screamo?:	EEEEEWWWW
What Was The Last Thing You....
Ate?:	...chocolate milk? You asked this already! xD
Touched?:	Keyboard xD
Talked To?:	The baby <3
Said?:	You asked this too -.- I said BAAAABYYYYY
Hope You Liked It.
You've been totally Bzoink*d! Take This Survey | Search Surveys | Create a Survey

Taaa-daaa!!

So that's all for now! :)

Bye bye!

EDIT:

Oops, forgot something ^^;

kimi + boku = LOVE on H!O made a new banner for me!!

Isn't it cute??

I love the cute person in the corner! (is that supposed to be me?? xD)

Haha, okay, NOW bye bye!! xD

Pictures + Good news! :D

Okay, so most of the things I write about aren't that positive xD Sorry

But, now I have something good to write about!! :D

You see, I've always been short and chubby :(

It's something I can't really control xD

But, just yesterday, my mom measured me, and I grew a half inch!! (1.27 centimeters)

I haven't grown for THREE YEARS! O.o

I've always been 5' 2"!! (157.48 centimeters)

So this is like, a dream come true!! xD

I'm finally growing!

And then, I looked in a full-length mirror (which I try not to do too often xD)

I noticed that my stomach was a lot flatter!! :3

I'm so happy!! <3

nv0u3tnik YES <3 <3







Some new pictures :3

Do you like my hair?? I finally did something with it! xD

Speaking of which...

Since I read Kayano's Blog alot (sorry, I don't know how to do links on here xD) I've been wanting to do a make-up tutorial, since she does them all the time and I hoped to inspire someone to become a gyaru, like she did for me :3

So, I'm putting up a poll about it!! :D Please vote~!

Bye~

Sorry + Rambling!

I'm sorry I've been so idle lately D:

School has just been...overwhelming, and I'm having trouble finding time to go online XP

But I'm back now, but I can't promise I'll be quite as active :(

Stupid school!

lol xD

Well, just a few days ago, my family rented Phantom of the Opera...

And it was like, the most amazing movie I've ever seen!!! :O

I loved it <3

Except the ending <_<

Why do I always like the characters the main character never ends up with??

AAAAAGGGGGHHHHHH

So, I think I may or may not have mentioned this before, but my musical theater class at school is doing Dear Edwina for our muscial...

I HATE IT D:

It's like about using your manners and always saying hello to new people XP

We're 8th graders, not 4-year olds!

UGH

And I'm going to have to listen to it almost every day until the end of April :'(

Geez...

I lost my favorite eyelashes D:

They're the ones I usually wear in the pictures you see :(

I thought I put them in my backpack (they fell off) but when I checked when I got home, they weren't there!

But, luckily for me, I have more eyelashes! :D

And these ones are a lot longer, and they have sparkles on the ends! *-*



(not a good picture)

Some person said I looked like a fairy with them on O.o

I wasn't sure if that was a complement or not ^^;

OOOOOOOOOOOOOO



It's a squirrel :3

Eatin' my pumpkin



My sock has a hole in it xD

Halloween + Pictures :D

Hello~

How's it goin'~

I'ma talk about~

Halloween :D

Well for me it was pretty boring <_<

I didn't go trick or treat-ing (I need to lose weight :( Stupid american foods <_<)

But I did dress up for school :D

I was a ganguro~



SCARY >.<

I bunch of people thought I was Lady Gaga X.x

And I was like "I'm not Lady Gaga -.-"

It got veeery annoying after awhile <_<

Anyway...

Just some pictures of me :3







Me without makeup OR contacts :O





:P

My very exciting weekend + Drawing tips (for me xD)

Hey guys :D

Thank you for commenting on my last post >.<

I'm glad I could get everything off my chest :'D

Anyway, I want to share what happened this weekend...

Or would it be last weekend? O.o Uh...

Last/this weekend~ xD

Saturday:

Well, my churches junior high youth group went on a trip to a farm, and we got to go on a hayride :D

And it was really really fun~

Until...

We went into this field, not too far from the farm, and the tractor pulling us turned all the lights (from the tractor) off...

I thought it was kind of dark, but didn't really pay much attention to it (I was talking to Cocoa too much xD)

But then, we passed this tall little hut...

And there was something on it with glowing green eyes, watching the tractor as it went by...

Me and Cocoa (and the other kids) thought it was a machine or something, and a bunch of boys were going like "Cool!"

But then jumped down and started chasing us O.o

And I was screaming my head off and crying my eyes out xD

I was really scared!!

Then the creature jumped onto our wagon, and looked at all of us with its piercing green eyes...

But then he took his mask off and we found out it was just Kyle (one of our teachers xD)

Sunday:

Went to church, Cocoa came over :P Not very exciting xD

Monday:

Went to school XP

After school I had voice lessons :P

Monday was also not very exciting xD

Tuesday:

lol I didn't go to school for the entire day because I had an ear infection and was at the doctors xD

You see, I've always had a problem with wax buildup in my ears XP

I occaisionaly go to the doctors to get my ears flushed out :)

But on days like Tuesday, my ears really start to hurt and I get an infection XP

Bleh XP

Wednesday:

Oh yeah, Wednesday was a REAL fun day <_<

The bullying just got worse D:

The girls who sit behind me in choir were saying stuff like "It looks like she stuck a watermelon in her shirt", "Her clothes came from her hobo mom", and "She sounds like a dying animal."

D:

My friend Sammi over heard them saying these things and told me, and after class we told Ms. Brouwers (my choir teacher) and she said she'd talk to them :P

Thursday (today):

I got to stay after school for an extra two hours!! xD

But it was Honors Choir practice, so at least I was doing something I really enjoy... <3

Now...

I want tips for drawing, because a lot of my friends are amazing drawers, and I want to be as good as them :D

Here's drawing I drew recently:



:3

Please give constructive critism~

And now, to end the post with some pictures! <3



Me, looking off in the distance dramatically~ xD



SUPER CLOSE UP ME x_x



My super-duper awesometastic stupenderiffic kitty <3

lol that's my daddy holding her~ <3

Hope everyone has a great day~ :D

Bye!

What's up with me~

I'm making this post because...uhh...

I think my friends deserve to know this stuff D: And I'd like to get everything off my chest...

Well, I guess it started a few months ago, when my cousin was hit by a car and died...

I never got to see him very much, because he was in the Air Force (along with another one of my cousins) but it still really hurt me...

He was a really nice person and was funny too, and he never did drugs, smoked, drank alchohol, etc...

I still miss him :( And in school, I usually will start crying because we have to watch a bunch of war videos, which of course will make me think of him...

And now, just a few weeks ago, another one of my cousins was in a car crash, and he is now paralyzed...

And he's not happy about it ^^;

To tell you the truth, I don't really like him...

He smokes, drinks, and I think he might be doing drugs (my mom won't tell me strait out)

And he also has two daughters and he is not married >.<

So whenever we go to visit him in the hospital, he'll always be complaining and yelling...

So I don't visit him anymore xD

And then, school started...and everything just got worse :(

People bully me because I'm a gyaru and like "chinese stuff"...

And four of my best friends moved away because their parents got new jobs far away~

It's been really hard focusing on homework with hardly any friends and the problem with my cousins...

But I do have friends on H!O (and of course Lydia)

But Lydia and my H!O friends don't go to my school and can't really protect me from bullies or help me with our homework D:

It's just been really hard...

But luckily, listening to H!P makes me feel a lot better :)

And watching Risako videos just makes me love her more <3

But...sometimes I wish I could have a universal reverse button...

So I can change things I said, tell my cousin "Don't go on your motorcycle today", etc...

And...I want my friends to give me advice D:

Please...

Okay, now I need to say some happy stuff to keep me from being depressed xD

Well, I'm in this elite class in my school, called Musical Theater (I think I've talked about this before)

You have to audition the year before to make it in, and only 40 kids can make it in

And I have a large school xD

This year, we're probably doing High School Musical (I've talked about this before too xD)

And if we do, my few sort-of friends say that I will be Gabriella <3

I hope that's true, because I love Gabriella (NOT Vanessa <_<) and I think it would be really fun to play her :)

Last year I actually did not make it in MT, but a bunch of kids moved away or dropped out, so I got in and we did Cinderella :D

I was a stepsister xD

lol xD Anyway...

Moving on...

Okay, so in Michigan (Where I live) there's this thing called Honors Choir

And it's basically a choir that is composed of the best middle school singers in the state ;)

I made it through the school audition, so now all I have to do is go up north (with the other girls that made it past the school audition) and I have to audition for the real honors choir :D

I really hope I make it in this year~ >.<

Because it would be such a wonderful expirience, don't you think?

The audition is next week, so everyone, please wish me luck :D

Bye~

New Banner + ArtPrize + Interesting Stuff You May Not Know About Me! :D

Bwee~



Do you like it? :D

Sprinklebuns (Bunbuns) made it for me on H!O <3

I wanted to get a new one, since my hairstyle changed xD

Do you think it's cute?? <3

And now...

ArtPrize pictures!! :D

I finally went! xD





This is my piggy <3

It's very LARGE xD



This is a really cool glass sculpture <3

You can't see it here, but there's fairies flying in the back of it :O



A very cute painting of colorful elephants <3



...I'm not entirely sure what this is...

But it's still pretty! xD



This isn't a good picture >.<

But it's basically a whole hallway filled with this painted cloth :O

It's very pretty <3



This piece is called "Vision"

It's a glass box with this weird, dandelion type-thingy in it xD





This one is my favorite <3

The artist carved it entirely out of wood! :O

And now...

Interesting things you may not know about me!

• I'm claustrophobic

• I'm hypoglacymic

• I've never broken a bone

• I'm in many different art..class things xD (Choir, adult choir, praise team, musical theater, theater, and middle school choir xD)

• My cat is dumb xD

• I. LOVE. FOOD <3

• You know what else I love? Risako <3

• I'm crazy xD

• I like chocolate milk <3

• I'm 13 O.o

• Most of my best friends I've never met xD (H!O)

• Emoticons are the best! xD

• I'm actually quite good at drawing O.o I'll post a drawing I've been working on when I'm done working on it xD