Sorry + Rambling!

I'm sorry I've been so idle lately D:

School has just been...overwhelming, and I'm having trouble finding time to go online XP

But I'm back now, but I can't promise I'll be quite as active :(

Stupid school!

lol xD

Well, just a few days ago, my family rented Phantom of the Opera...

And it was like, the most amazing movie I've ever seen!!! :O

I loved it <3

Except the ending <_<

Why do I always like the characters the main character never ends up with??

AAAAAGGGGGHHHHHH

So, I think I may or may not have mentioned this before, but my musical theater class at school is doing Dear Edwina for our muscial...

I HATE IT D:

It's like about using your manners and always saying hello to new people XP

We're 8th graders, not 4-year olds!

UGH

And I'm going to have to listen to it almost every day until the end of April :'(

Geez...

I lost my favorite eyelashes D:

They're the ones I usually wear in the pictures you see :(

I thought I put them in my backpack (they fell off) but when I checked when I got home, they weren't there!

But, luckily for me, I have more eyelashes! :D

And these ones are a lot longer, and they have sparkles on the ends! *-*



(not a good picture)

Some person said I looked like a fairy with them on O.o

I wasn't sure if that was a complement or not ^^;

OOOOOOOOOOOOOO



It's a squirrel :3

Eatin' my pumpkin



My sock has a hole in it xD

Halloween + Pictures :D

Hello~

How's it goin'~

I'ma talk about~

Halloween :D

Well for me it was pretty boring <_<

I didn't go trick or treat-ing (I need to lose weight :( Stupid american foods <_<)

But I did dress up for school :D

I was a ganguro~



SCARY >.<

I bunch of people thought I was Lady Gaga X.x

And I was like "I'm not Lady Gaga -.-"

It got veeery annoying after awhile <_<

Anyway...

Just some pictures of me :3







Me without makeup OR contacts :O





:P

My very exciting weekend + Drawing tips (for me xD)

Hey guys :D

Thank you for commenting on my last post >.<

I'm glad I could get everything off my chest :'D

Anyway, I want to share what happened this weekend...

Or would it be last weekend? O.o Uh...

Last/this weekend~ xD

Saturday:

Well, my churches junior high youth group went on a trip to a farm, and we got to go on a hayride :D

And it was really really fun~

Until...

We went into this field, not too far from the farm, and the tractor pulling us turned all the lights (from the tractor) off...

I thought it was kind of dark, but didn't really pay much attention to it (I was talking to Cocoa too much xD)

But then, we passed this tall little hut...

And there was something on it with glowing green eyes, watching the tractor as it went by...

Me and Cocoa (and the other kids) thought it was a machine or something, and a bunch of boys were going like "Cool!"

But then jumped down and started chasing us O.o

And I was screaming my head off and crying my eyes out xD

I was really scared!!

Then the creature jumped onto our wagon, and looked at all of us with its piercing green eyes...

But then he took his mask off and we found out it was just Kyle (one of our teachers xD)

Sunday:

Went to church, Cocoa came over :P Not very exciting xD

Monday:

Went to school XP

After school I had voice lessons :P

Monday was also not very exciting xD

Tuesday:

lol I didn't go to school for the entire day because I had an ear infection and was at the doctors xD

You see, I've always had a problem with wax buildup in my ears XP

I occaisionaly go to the doctors to get my ears flushed out :)

But on days like Tuesday, my ears really start to hurt and I get an infection XP

Bleh XP

Wednesday:

Oh yeah, Wednesday was a REAL fun day <_<

The bullying just got worse D:

The girls who sit behind me in choir were saying stuff like "It looks like she stuck a watermelon in her shirt", "Her clothes came from her hobo mom", and "She sounds like a dying animal."

D:

My friend Sammi over heard them saying these things and told me, and after class we told Ms. Brouwers (my choir teacher) and she said she'd talk to them :P

Thursday (today):

I got to stay after school for an extra two hours!! xD

But it was Honors Choir practice, so at least I was doing something I really enjoy... <3

Now...

I want tips for drawing, because a lot of my friends are amazing drawers, and I want to be as good as them :D

Here's drawing I drew recently:



:3

Please give constructive critism~

And now, to end the post with some pictures! <3



Me, looking off in the distance dramatically~ xD



SUPER CLOSE UP ME x_x



My super-duper awesometastic stupenderiffic kitty <3

lol that's my daddy holding her~ <3

Hope everyone has a great day~ :D

Bye!

What's up with me~

I'm making this post because...uhh...

I think my friends deserve to know this stuff D: And I'd like to get everything off my chest...

Well, I guess it started a few months ago, when my cousin was hit by a car and died...

I never got to see him very much, because he was in the Air Force (along with another one of my cousins) but it still really hurt me...

He was a really nice person and was funny too, and he never did drugs, smoked, drank alchohol, etc...

I still miss him :( And in school, I usually will start crying because we have to watch a bunch of war videos, which of course will make me think of him...

And now, just a few weeks ago, another one of my cousins was in a car crash, and he is now paralyzed...

And he's not happy about it ^^;

To tell you the truth, I don't really like him...

He smokes, drinks, and I think he might be doing drugs (my mom won't tell me strait out)

And he also has two daughters and he is not married >.<

So whenever we go to visit him in the hospital, he'll always be complaining and yelling...

So I don't visit him anymore xD

And then, school started...and everything just got worse :(

People bully me because I'm a gyaru and like "chinese stuff"...

And four of my best friends moved away because their parents got new jobs far away~

It's been really hard focusing on homework with hardly any friends and the problem with my cousins...

But I do have friends on H!O (and of course Lydia)

But Lydia and my H!O friends don't go to my school and can't really protect me from bullies or help me with our homework D:

It's just been really hard...

But luckily, listening to H!P makes me feel a lot better :)

And watching Risako videos just makes me love her more <3

But...sometimes I wish I could have a universal reverse button...

So I can change things I said, tell my cousin "Don't go on your motorcycle today", etc...

And...I want my friends to give me advice D:

Please...

Okay, now I need to say some happy stuff to keep me from being depressed xD

Well, I'm in this elite class in my school, called Musical Theater (I think I've talked about this before)

You have to audition the year before to make it in, and only 40 kids can make it in

And I have a large school xD

This year, we're probably doing High School Musical (I've talked about this before too xD)

And if we do, my few sort-of friends say that I will be Gabriella <3

I hope that's true, because I love Gabriella (NOT Vanessa <_<) and I think it would be really fun to play her :)

Last year I actually did not make it in MT, but a bunch of kids moved away or dropped out, so I got in and we did Cinderella :D

I was a stepsister xD

lol xD Anyway...

Moving on...

Okay, so in Michigan (Where I live) there's this thing called Honors Choir

And it's basically a choir that is composed of the best middle school singers in the state ;)

I made it through the school audition, so now all I have to do is go up north (with the other girls that made it past the school audition) and I have to audition for the real honors choir :D

I really hope I make it in this year~ >.<

Because it would be such a wonderful expirience, don't you think?

The audition is next week, so everyone, please wish me luck :D

Bye~

New Banner + ArtPrize + Interesting Stuff You May Not Know About Me! :D

Bwee~



Do you like it? :D

Sprinklebuns (Bunbuns) made it for me on H!O <3

I wanted to get a new one, since my hairstyle changed xD

Do you think it's cute?? <3

And now...

ArtPrize pictures!! :D

I finally went! xD





This is my piggy <3

It's very LARGE xD



This is a really cool glass sculpture <3

You can't see it here, but there's fairies flying in the back of it :O



A very cute painting of colorful elephants <3



...I'm not entirely sure what this is...

But it's still pretty! xD



This isn't a good picture >.<

But it's basically a whole hallway filled with this painted cloth :O

It's very pretty <3



This piece is called "Vision"

It's a glass box with this weird, dandelion type-thingy in it xD





This one is my favorite <3

The artist carved it entirely out of wood! :O

And now...

Interesting things you may not know about me!

• I'm claustrophobic

• I'm hypoglacymic

• I've never broken a bone

• I'm in many different art..class things xD (Choir, adult choir, praise team, musical theater, theater, and middle school choir xD)

• My cat is dumb xD

• I. LOVE. FOOD <3

• You know what else I love? Risako <3

• I'm crazy xD

• I like chocolate milk <3

• I'm 13 O.o

• Most of my best friends I've never met xD (H!O)

• Emoticons are the best! xD

• I'm actually quite good at drawing O.o I'll post a drawing I've been working on when I'm done working on it xD

Bweeeeee :3

I haven't gone to ArtPrize yet, so sorry about that ^^;

But I wanted to share some pictures I drew :D

Drumroll, please...













Sorry Milva ^^; You turned out blurry xD

But please comment telling me what your think! :D

I'd really appreciate it! <3

Ending with...a picture of me :D

Oopsie~

I haven't posted in awhile ^^; Sorry bout that...

Hmm...what to talk about...

Well, where I live, there's this thing called ArtPrize going on downtown.

I haven't to it yet, though ^^;

But it's basically a bunch of artists making sculptures and putting them on display downtown, and they get a lot of money if they win :D

I hope to go soon, and I'll make ABSOLUTELY sure that I take pictures and share them with you :D

So let's end with a picture of me~



Bwee <3

I need to get my bangs trimmed ^^;

Hehee~

I forgot to post again, didn't I? ^^;

Sorry~

Well, I had good times at school...

but also bad D:

Well, good news is, I got really great teachers :D

And I might be doing High School Musical for the school musical! :O

I wish to be Gabriella~ <3



That would be soooo much fun~ <3 <3

But bad stuff...

My best friend since fourth grade moved away :(

I think that might be why I for got to post xD

But that's my third friend that's moved away because of the economy :'(

I don't have much left...

*sigh*

My brothers birthday party is today, so I'm going to try to remain happy! :D

Bye~

New hairstyle + Manicure!!

Well since school is starting tomorrow (XP)

I decided...

To get a new hairstyle:



BANGZZZZZZ

Yeah, sorry I'm wearing a hat xD

I'm not going to be able to wear a hat when school starts ;w;



My nails~ Peace!

PIIIIINK

I going to my friends house now~

I hope I have lots of fun~ :D

Bye~

Liberry :D

Sorry for not posting in awhile m(_ _)m

Nothing exciting was going on xD

But yesterday, I went to Rydia's house :D

And we went to the liberry~ (library)

And I got two books!

Fairies and the Quest for Never Land~



and

Kiki Strike :D



Some of you may not know this, but I'm a HUGE Tinker Bell fan <3

I have both her movies, a calender, a sweater, a t-shirt, a pictures frame, a necklace, some earrings, three books, a binder, a backpack, some pencils, a doll, and a lot more that are all Tinker Bell :D

I LOVE HER <3

And I read the first few chapters of the book, and so far, it's AMAZING <3

Now about Kiki Stike~

I read the book first when I was still in elementary school xD

Because they had a copy in the liberry there~

And it was AWESOME!!!!

So I decided to read it again~

So that's all~

Kk, byez~